i just woke up

wow last night i went to sleep anxiously awaiting my first day as a 1st grader and i woke up today with an MBA staring the real world straight in the face.  at least that's what it seems like.

and now what should i do....?
should i jump into a job just because it's a job
should i blog more (this is an obvious answer)
should i begin writing my book
should i move
should i keep doing what i'm doing

there are so many "what should i's" that come to mind when facing the future but the better question to ask is what WILL i do?  so many times i have gotten caught up in the what should i do scenerio where i really don't take everything into account.  through my long dream that was elementary school all the way until the end of graduate school, the "should i" game has reared its ugly head multiple times.  the thing i am most sure of now is what i will and feel called to in what lies ahead.  i WILL make a difference in lives, i WILL jump on any opportunity that is given to me, i WILL pursuit my desire of athletics, and i WILL rely on my father in heaven for every answer to every question i have.  oh yeah, and i WILL blog more.  sorry been frustrated and on edge recently. 

"but blessed is the one who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in Him.  they will be like a tree planted by the water that sends its roots by the stream.  it does not fear when the heat comes; its leaves are always green.  it has no worries of drought and never fails to bear fruit."  Jeremiah 17:7-8 

p.s. prayers are welcomed as i am traveling to ecuador on thursday to do some of the Lord's work.